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Ballpoint pen sketches 3 by TAMAKINGHINI Ballpoint pen sketches 3 :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 2 0 Ivory by TAMAKINGHINI Ivory :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 5 3 Deadpool by TAMAKINGHINI Deadpool :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 2 0 Ball point pen sketches 2 by TAMAKINGHINI Ball point pen sketches 2 :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 2 0 Ball point pen sketches by TAMAKINGHINI Ball point pen sketches :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 3 0 13 Assasins Samurai Study by TAMAKINGHINI 13 Assasins Samurai Study :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 0 0 John Wick by TAMAKINGHINI John Wick :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 5 0 Robocop Process by TAMAKINGHINI Robocop Process :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0 Robocop Study by TAMAKINGHINI Robocop Study :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0 Ferrari 488 Colour Process by TAMAKINGHINI Ferrari 488 Colour Process :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0 Ferrari 488 Colour by TAMAKINGHINI Ferrari 488 Colour :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0 Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Study -  Colour by TAMAKINGHINI Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Study - Colour :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0 Mustang by TAMAKINGHINI Mustang :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 0 0 Ferrari 488 by TAMAKINGHINI Ferrari 488 :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 0 0 Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Process by TAMAKINGHINI Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Process :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 0 0 Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Study by TAMAKINGHINI Sucker Punch Minigun Samurai Study :icontamakinghini:TAMAKINGHINI 1 0

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Ballpoint pen sketches 3
Some of my shitty drawings of past 2 years that were somewhat less shittier than other shit ones so I thought I'd scan those shits before I bin those garbage sketchbooks of mine. 
Over 200 pages of drawings, only 2 pages were worth saving...
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Deadpool
Deadpool study.  Chalk brush only.  Well, used soft round brush to colourise the whole B&W drawing but that doesn't count.
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OK, I evolved a bit.  My art HAS improved, I say so because I can do stuff I couldn't a year ago.  A proof that I'm not a total tool.  In theory, I must've got a little closer to THEIR level, they I mean art-freaks, kind of people who create stuff we amateurs can only dream about.  Honestly, things that made me feel "Wow! I wish I could do that" a year ago now I feel "Hmm, I can probably do that with enough time."

I'm not being arrogant, it's just a confirmation I'm making it to myself that I am resourceful when it comes to things I wanna learn SERIOUSLY, I learn stuff and I enjoy doing that and I want to make some improvement that can be measured visually, obviously - so that I don't feel like I'm wasting my time.  Does it make sense?

Anyway, I look at stuff on deviantart to try to get inspired to get motivated.  It had worked, to some degree.  But now, every time I feel like I chipped away on my progress to get to a higher level, I stumble across a random art-God's gallery that makes me say "Oh f**king hell, you're insane...", and another one even greater, and yet another one who supercedes the previous one and so on...  They no longer motivate me, rather deflate me, their stuff are too good that makes me disheartened.  THE GAP BETWEEN ME TO THEM ISN'T SHORTENING, IT'S GETTING BIGGER AND WIDER.  Guess what? They evolve too.  Of course.  But exponentially.  That's what is called a "talent" I suppose...

I remember now that this was the feeling I had at the time when I got stuck and felt that I wasn't growing any more, at the age of 19.  That was one of reasons I abandoned art then.

I gota do something to prevent me fall down that way again.  I'm not getting any younger and my time on this planet is getting limited and I got no time to waste.  Anyway, some rumbling I just had to write down to keep me sane.  Congratulations, by reading this you've wasted 3 mins of your precious time that you could've used elsewhere.  Have a nice day!
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Tamaki
Artist | Student | Digital Art
New Zealand
Was heavily into manga from age of 3 to about 19, then lost interest and stopped drawing altogether. After some 20 years later, I re-discovered my forgotten skill and just started learning to paint with Wacom Intuous 5 tablet. I wish I had kept my art work but never too late eh:)
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BRAINandFAT Featured By Owner May 26, 2017  Professional Artist
Thanks for the favs, glad you like my Mad Max's fanart =)
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TAMAKINGHINI Featured By Owner May 29, 2017  Student Digital Artist
No prob man they're awesome
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wytherwing Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014
:) thank you for the :+fav: on Mick's Executioner :ahoy:
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TAMAKINGHINI Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
My pleasure!  Your ink art is awesome!  Style reminds me a bit of illustrations on those old school fighting fantasy gamebooks written by Steve Jackson & Ian Livingston, Russ Nicholson was the artist I believe.  Anyway, keep up the good work!:thumbsup:
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wytherwing Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014
:) well i have no idea who those people are, but i certainly appreciate the
compliment :nod: happy to know you like my work... thanks again!
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oFALLEN-ANGELo Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome on deviant art 
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TAMAKINGHINI Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you!  This is the place to know your real worth, isn't it...  I was told that I was a good drawer during my high school years but coming here I'm not even an infantry private level compared to those general, admiral class of digital art... I'm not even a private, more like a shoe cleaner for privates.lol
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oFALLEN-ANGELo Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem i think your art is awesome ^^
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Andes-Sudo Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014   Digital Artist
Thanx for the faves and welcome to DA! :D
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TAMAKINGHINI Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for warm welcome.  This planet called DeviatArt is a scary place, full of insanely talented artists like you!  Are you a professional?  Hope you are, otherwise it's disheartening for me.lol
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